Endless

<--- Just a quick update of happenings before this post.
O'rio our pet bunny passed away on 17/02/2014. My heart was sorrow, caressing its motionless body made me shed tears.

Dear pet O'rio,
Your accompany in these 5 years was meaningful. 
Despite your constant escape and hiding in a narrow space while we try to grab hold of you, still you inevitably allow us to pat your head like it's the best gift in the world. 
The best part of you was always the energy filled soul and always determined to fight your own way. 
Hope you will find a better light and path somewhere.

R.I.P O'rio

Last Wednesday 19/02/2014 after CS2010 Tutorial session, clique and I went to The Deck to have lunch.

First off, The Deck kinda sucks because usually the stall that sells the most 'edible' food would be the Yong Tau Foo. Despite knowing that the laksa from this stall gave me quite a problem last semester, I bought the same bowl again.

Nothing happens immediately of course until the next day... What's worse is that the first class is our CS2010 mid-term test in which how I fared I shall not say.

So during the test, I had an inevitable backache and it's not the kind of ache from posture but from the constant generation of white/red blood cells(?) . Right, oh shit then goes my thoughts. A fever is coming I say. And I blamed the laksa again and again and again. Screw that. It's either my cells had an allergic reaction to some of the ingredients they added or it's something else...  (had to apply what I learnt in Biology classes)

Twice in a row this had happened and they are just before recess week starts... irony coincidence. Yup, so I was down.. really down and took two days, Thursday night and Friday to at least recover 85%.

In that meantime, my mind was filled with worry thought, as usual:
"When will I recover so I can start on my assignments?"
Some other random thoughts include:
"Damn, I wanted to head out and take a walk or something but this has to happen!"
"No, I lost all of what I am trying to gain."

With that and now that I am almost back on feet, the worry thought changed to:
"How will I be able to complete all these within the recess week?"

Argh! I am always filled with worry and anxiety.
Besides, there's 2 tests immediately after the break. Sigh~

Well, lengthy and annoying assignments . . . I have no idea what to do with you.

In other update, and I would not be embarrassed to say about this, is that I have been quite active on Okcupid, Skout and Tagged, in hopes to make new (girl)friends. Judgers please judge because I find that being "closed" will then cause the action of judging. So, there's no harm trying to open up. Oh also, I emailed someone whom I happened to see her name on her Ez-Link card one day... (actually this was rather long weeks ago, lol.. only surprised to know that she replies and 'kind of' entertain)

I'll just cut it short.. Quite a few fruitful results but obviously all conversations literally led to nowhere. I have no idea which part is the restrictive zone. However what I do know is in my case, being social or not seems to end up in the "unsocial" side of the weighing scale. Nevertheless, I am still glad I tried.

Completion of Miniproject + Euphoria

From 1300 hours, I started on my LSM1302 Miniproject.

The project require students to create an informational brochure regarding Down Syndrome.
The audience have to be assumed as someone who does not know Down Syndrome at all, which basically means layperson.

At 2300 hours, I've completed it. That's 10 hours!

Here's a snapshot of my brochure front page:

That sense of satisfaction was so great, knowing that I've applied some skills in making that.
On the down side, even though I have cleared a major to-do, there's still more...:

SIGH!

Nonetheless, I went to listen to some Trance music to further enhance my mood and realised that one of the ID track that I loved in Blue Soho Sessions 035 had its title revealed!

Blue Horizon & Shyprince - Ancient Temple (Original Mix)

Yes, that's the track title. Sooo gonna purchase it when it's out!
One thing that puzzles me is the title - as to me it felt more like a Winter type of melodies than "Temple".

Every time...

I can't possibly ignore and get a 0. As with my current state of knowledge, it's impossible to complete an assignment of such level.

Such a situation gives me a rush of chemicals which induces my state of negativity where:
Trance music didn't help.
Games pisses me off.
I see everyone as 'evil'.
I am just worse off.

Well, this literally left me without a choice.

Why? Just why am I unable to code an algorithm?

Here's some self-analysis:
I understood the basics of OOP but I may not understand how to use objects.
Linking classes all over has become a conspicuous weakness.
Plus with all these issues, putting them together into algorithm is just impossible.

So, to practice? Yea sure, when all of these craps have deadlines of less than a week.
University is so bent on students producing results instead of learning.

Only the 'best' gets what they want, the weak will just fall.
It's the same ideology of "Rich gets richer, poor gets poorer.".