Study.

It's already Week 2 of Semester 1 and it's coming Week 3 soon enough. It has been 2 weeks since I disrupted (should I even remind myself of that?).

I always feel that time is going faster and faster. Not faster as in personal feel but the way Earth rotates and spins around its axis. Not sure if anyone else thinks the same way as me too.

Anyways, my modules are:

CS1020
MA1301
GEK1002
SSA2209
LSM1301

3 cores, 2 ULRs. 1 Programming, 1 Math, 1 Science, 1 Social Studies and 1 History/Geography.

First 2 weeks was great because there's no labs/tutorials and the only day that is filled with tutorials is on Monday, and well which means I had those days off. We have to ballot for the tutorials and laboratories classes so therefore those assignments starts week 3.

Starting that, it's gonna get hectic. I have to wake up at 4.50AM on Monday, Tuesday and Friday so as to prepare, travel and wait for transferring of bus for my 8AM classes.

Going to classes everyday makes me reminisce my Polytechnic days. However, it is totally incomparable as with the fact that NUS environment IS SO AND WAY TOO DAMN STRESSFUL. I couldn't stand staying back in campus for this very reason.

However, I am torn between choosing of whether to head home or to stay.
If I choose home, it can be done but the feel and urge of staying at home just like my old self during Polytechnic days is gone.
If I choose to stay in campus, I think my mind could go berserk. It's funny how I get adrenaline rush with all those nervous system being pumped and heart beating like a beat box when I reach/am in campus.

None of this happens before... I just don't understand.

Back to basics.. all my programming skills and maths are wiped clean from my grey matter. Of course however, stored deep inside. And to make things worse, I have to do Humanities in which I haven't even touched it for 5 - 6 years. Writing of essays? UGH! Being stuck on one side of the brain makes life real hard.

Well, that triggers my stress way much more.
It seems that I am not really back on track yet. A new body profile called 'School' is still being generated.

Hope it generates quickly before I break down or something...