Had this thought suddenly and have to blog it down before it goes away…
Socialising, it has always been something that I fear. Even till now it still is.
There had been a few reasons why I chose not to talk to people or remove myself from conversations most of the time.
1. I realised I have the tendency to make people hate me when I speak too much truth. Or maybe it's just straightforward I'd say. As I believe when I have to speak, I give only information and hardly for the fun and humour.
2. I always feel that there's a quick microseconds of judging when a conversation is going on. It's easy to make enemies than to make friends.
3. I don't see the need of a conversation unless necessary.
These 3 are the reasons I could have thought of in that sudden moment. There's more and I am sure of it.
