I am always thinking:
•Why am I so strange?
•Why do I have difficulty in breathing at random times?
•Why does my thought of worry goes on and on for hours without stop, causing insomnia on me?
•Why do I stay away from the opposite gender all the time and the only time I am drawn is due to my hormones?
I just don't understand. わかりません。
Did I choose to be different or was I chosen to be different?
I seem to look at things at a totally different perspective. People sees trend as something to follow, I see trend as a flaw for humans.
Of course, businesses makes use of trend to earn $, that's why in Singapore, trend is something you won't miss.
To me, it makes the typical people not unique. Sure, there are some who doesn't follow them and that's pretty much 1 - 2% only?
Maybe love is a trend too, that's why I ain't in love. Lol.
When it comes to entertainments, I only listen to Trance, maybe some Classical and Soundtracks and I am like, who in this country would listen to such genres really?
It makes me wonder, if people who likes a movie is due to what reasons? For me, it's the acting, the BGM, and the emotions.
I don't know, I am just a freak possibly. Or I am just raised entirely different from everyone else.
